Dear Christina,
you are so precious and courageous sharing your situation on FaceBook. Why not? Then of course everyone knows someone who knows a miracle cure which you just must try, it will surely work.
Last year I ended up in hospital with a TIA, a mini stroke and amnesia. I was so shocked and devastated and had to recognize my limitations, the possibility of failing, of not recovering, of losing my job, of being misunderstood, of being judged.
I was also challenged to discover that some things were not the same, it took me a few weeks to recover and a few days to regain my balance, my confidence, my faith in myself. I continued physiotherapy after leaving the hospital and was constantly in pain or suffering in some other way, feeling that nobody understood me, that I had to hide my real situation, that I could not be myself anymore, that my old self had already died.
I had support from my family and colleagues. I don’t know what specifically happened, but there came a point when I recognized that there was a vast spiritual world of support out there and a lot I had to do to have the right attitude. I do not spend hours reading and praying, but I do try to dedicate time regularly. I learnt to accept my situation and its possible consequences and learnt to let go. I sensed an incredible support from the spiritual world and believe I learnt to take more responsibility in my own attitude.
Christina, I believe you have all the support you need. Your mother is right there with you. You know that. There are millions of angels also waiting for you to command them and tell them what to do. You will be led to the right course of action. Have confidence. God is watching over you. You are not alone. But you do need to find and fulfill your own position and responsibility. No matter what happens, when it is difficult, we can resurrect a spirit in the spirit world with our gratitude and positive endurance.
It is by no means easy, but when you know it is having a long-term good result, you will gain confidence, energy and be guided into the right direction. So many of us are praying for you. We are also so grateful for all you post when you share about your situation. You have been such an inspiration. And your father. Alois is just so inspiring and the angels are working with him too. And Kayla and Sanghoon are also a very positive influence in your life. It will all be fine.
I just had to write to you.